It's Been So Long
[Verse]I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me foreverI can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
[Verse]Is this revenge I am seekingOr seeking someone to avenge me
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find
Before they'll try to stop itIt won't be long before I'll become a puppet
[Chorus]It's been so long
Since I have last seen my sonLost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughterSince you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponderThe sanity of your mother
[Verse]I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile
Is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
[Verse]Justification is killing me
But killing itsnt justifiedWhat happened to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting biggerI'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
[Chorus]It's been so long
Since I have last seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
