The Abandoned
[Verse 1]
Staring at the wall,
I never thought this would be so hard.
How could I've been so close but never know you?
I never knew, I never knew you at all!
You will always be my father but I hope you know,
It's your fault that I'll never know what that means.
You left a void that could never be replaced,
I'm dying inside and you'll never see.
[Pre-Chorus]
I always hoped that you
Did not want it this way.
But no matter how hard I tried,
You always pushed me away.
You said you love me but...
[Chorus]
How was I supposed to know (how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here, you left me here alone?
Do I even cross you mind, just for a second?
(Do) do (you) you even know I'm alive?
[Verse 2]
You know I
Will let you in but you threw everything away.
So tell me what did you get from all these years of pain?
You have no clue what I've been through,
But I guess you wanted it this way!
[Chorus]
How was I supposed to know (how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here, you left me here alone?
Do I even cross you mind, just for a second?
(Do) do (you) you even know I'm alive?
[Bridge]
If you would've been there,
If you would've stuck around,
If you would've been there when I needed you,
You would've been,
You would've been so proud!
[Chorus]
How was I supposed to know (how was I supposed to know)
When you left me here, you left me here alone?
Do I even cross you mind, just for a second?
(Do) do (you) you even know I'm alive?
